so my backs been hurting since halloween ish. i have an idea why but thats prob not it. i went to the ER last monday at 330 am and had xrays they called me later that day saying it looked funny to come back up. so i faced my fear of seeing stupid cory davis and went turns out i have an extra vertebrea! my doc first thought i was preggo.. or it was my kidneys.. or appendix.. it wasnt any of them! thank god i DO NOT WANT A CHILD NOW lol. anyway so i get to have phsyical therapy woo i went on monday and saw tonia and glenny glenn i was like holla! mike is my therapist hes going to make me do stinking excersizes i wanted electro stem or whatever its called and heating pad boo hoo.

i have been having a really hard time sleeping lately.. i get up in the middle of the night with eather back pain or indegestion but last nite it was this damn sore throat i got from malory on saturday when we went to see the rockettes. i got up.. messed with my ipod. couldnt DL rihannas new album cause the damn ipod was full so i got up went to the kitchen and deleted stuff like videos. i wasnt really awake and i bought shakiras new cd (gayyy) and lady gaga's also adam lamberts the day before around 5am i really hate not being able to sleep it seems the only time i can is when i take a pain pill or when im at my moms its really weird. my sleepy pills really knock me out.... for like 4 hours but then i wake up. its really weird. i cannot stannnnnd it!

so i just found out that im going to get to be a bridesmaid in one of my best friends weddings! im so excited! i really hope i can knock off some belly pounds before then so i dont look preggo in my dress lol and im gonna need a serious push up bra lol but anyway the wedding is a secret so i cant tell anyone who it is haha not that anyone really reads this anyways! so its a rainy day today and everyone here is sleeping its making me tired but i cant nap or i wont be able to sleep again tonite! were having roast for dinner i think.. thanksgiving at puppas on thursday tging at aunt debbies on friday! maybe if i wake up really early on friday ill go up to walmart cuz itll be black friday and try to get some stuff cheap for christmas lol hmmm.. anyway idk what else to write? so i guess ill go.. i need to order the twins their xmas pressies look up how much moms is gonna cost and figure out what to get dad THAT HE'LL USE lol i dont think im trading with any friends this year. no ones said anything. jennis broke. katie might idk ill ask her sometime im not even really motivated to do xmas cards this year.. yeah i know i suck. plus everyones moved idk anyones addresses lol! i miss rita sehs in indiana the state i havent seen her in like 2 months it seems. oh NEW MOON! saw it friday with mom and kelly and pam and jamie and sharon i got a little drunk afterwards lol it was AWEEEESOME im totally going again sometime this week with the tori and tara! itll be fun! as long as we go in the day time lol.. just.. dunno what day hmm maybe tomorrow? dunno! i wore my BITE ME, EDWARD shirt bahaha i hung my new moon blanket over my window cuz im cool i got my mom a team jacob bk gift card for her birthday lol i am still freaking stuck on eclipse everyones like thats my fave book of all of them! but augh i just cant get into it! i really wanna get to book 4 tho when bella goes bad haha and reneesme is born (thankx katie for ruining it for me haha) ok i guess im gonna go watch a gay western with my dad or go downstairs and watch the new bring it on movie lol.. cuz this chair hurts my back and i need that damn heating pad!! pray that my topamax comes in today or tomorrow! ok tomorrow seems more realistic haha.. until next time.... ta ta!